date: Tuesday, December 07, 2004 @ 10:44 pm
title: Day 17: Tales of the Two Letters...
My head is spinning like spider web adorned at the corner of my dinning hall, but my physical is under the spell of the potent 'teh bing'. Just came home after a day's work at my parents' office and the impromptu appearance in my ex-2nd home: Studentcare center.
This morning, at dusk, I was dismantling this huge and bunky computer desktop, until my skin became too dry and dusty... I was the perfect dustmits' food source. Scratching and scraping my char skin until blood was oozing out from my pores, causing my clothings to be drenched with blood. Houseflies and mosquitoes circled around me for the opportunity to indulge their thirst for warm flesh blood... (Kidding!!)
Finally, I have done clearing all the papers along my bed and the dustbin area. But, I still have lots of job needed to be done before X'mas.Talking about X'mas... This year's X'mas celebration is quite unique: The church will be doing... -Top Secret- (oops!!)
Haxi... Why am I always troubled by BG relationship? Just becos i'm nice... people starting to have weird thoughts. Not to comment so-and-so, but frankly speaking, I'm actually quite afraid of getting into relationship after watching so many movies and having seen people around me getting into unsuccessful relationship, that produced scars and stitches in their teenhood. Painful memories of their ex(s) or quarrels that lasted like the whole time they were together.
Chains of responsibilities and commitment, transformed a joyful spirit into a grumpy and depressing soul.
First was my parents, den my brother's first time... But now, everything's cool. Parents are getting along well, bro might have crush on someone or vice versa. ( Assumption only... Heard before, 'Assumption is another cause of confusion' )
Now... becos of my own intellectual stupidity, I mistakably invited trouble into my isolated life that evolves around church, SPCA, books and boobs (oops!!) Life's been calm since the day I marked the end of textbook-reading, den a strong wave slammed again my hard solid heart- someone just said that she has a crush on me... ( Hey hey... i'm the luckiest walking creature on Earth, is it so ?)
No no... is sms me that she has a crush on me. I wandered if she was serious or just wanted to see what will be my reaction to her proposal... Well, it's been at least 20 hours since I received that.
I don't know what to say. Well... She wrote a letter to me, 'cos she was very free and i encouraged her to write it. Darn... I just read it last night, no... this morning at approximately 4 a.m.. The good thing was that i could sleep after browsing thru her tiny words under faint light. Otherwise, my mum would have caught me awake... den I will be chained in the torture dungeon, whipped by my Dad's belt or be dripped with hot wax on my already burnt skin... (Woo... )
Den i also have another unfulfilled promise... to reply to another gal thru black and white. She wrote to me long before 'O' levels, but i just didn't have the mind to write back 'cos... i lied to her about my past and have forgotten what i last wrote to her liao... In short, I forgot how to lie and spin the same old story i made.
With these two letters slapping on my cheeks, i'm afraid that what i'm going to do, might be as well as shooting at my foot if I made a mistake in my expression or explanation...
Den i will be canned into cans of hotdogs ready to be BBQ or be frozen in packets in the freezer. Either way... I'm content.
How? Siao liao lor... Maybe the answer is in the Bible for me to flip and search. (I need a pack of K9s to assist me...)
Song of Solomon? Haxi.. Don't know lar. I reckoned if Song of Solomon is made into a movie, it will confirm be rated as R(A) 21- Sexual content. (er... circuit board, mother board, father board, family board are fried...)
Maybe I should give sometime to think over it.. Fast and prayer might just do the trick, or not ?
Question: What does this pharse, 'na na' mean?
1.) Finnish - Goat
2.) Chinese - women's 'Tou Fu'
3.) British - Grandmother
Actually is all...
So what do u understand from this sentence,
" I'm getting some fresh milk from our 'na na' "
Food for thought... haha.
